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"But feelings are just having a picture on the screen in your head of what is gng to happen tomorrow or next year, or what might have happened instead of what did happen, and if it's a happy picture they smile and if it's a sad picture they cry."
-Mark Haddon; The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time.
So it seems like we didn't rlly have to think abt what to do, and how to feel.

I'm not Mark and I'd prefer not to be called a Weirdo. Anyhow, I hate to hate but situations aren't ideal when thr's cats/maths involved. I'm constantly searching for my wallet (which is bigger than your face) and always losing things.
I rmbr running away from a butterfly yesterday.



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Saturday, July 12, 2008

Digging out why

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Why do you bother coming back and reading this 'crap' if all that you wanted to do was to flame me (question mark rolls eyes)

Why are you so nice?

Why should anyone be feeling so misplaced, replaced?

Why do you only start cherishing when you've alr lost it?

Why do you only start loving someone when the Someone does something for you?

Why does this suck so badly (question mark)

Digging out why. Sigh.


Saturday, July 05, 2008

Turn the love up loud

Hello.

I just wasted 2 hours of my life outside my house waiting for my parents to get home. I swear I'd duplicate 5 sets of the house keys tmr so I can lose them for another 4 more times and still have a spare one.  My parents are seriously the ultimate shizzz 'cause they didn't even bother telling me that they were gng out for dinner; I could have went to town with J&C luh grrrrr. Anyhow, zach stopped by and got me jellybeans since I was rotting and letting mushrooms decompose on me out thr. My neighbour was rlly nice she offered to let me in her house but I rmbred the 3 catsxxx that freaked me out the previous time I stepped out (they were like THERE glaring at me like I bit their lovers' heads off).

Was dragged out early in the morning to get my own breakfast. The strange thing was that my mum was being weird (okay, not rlly vry strange) and she insisted that I get my breakfast all the way from Jurong East which meant I had to take my dad's car. My dad was being a Grumpy Old Man (GOM for short) so he was throwing his tantrum (like how he does it when I dnt let him play Spider Solitaire) all the way on the car and I had the miserable-est time thr stoning.

I have the grossest mum who is Full Of Contradictions 'cause everytime she nags at me she likes to say stuff like "You must learn to love yourself" followed by "... And do your homework" The thing is, if I love myself I wouldn't be dng homework. Gng by my Theory of Life then, iiex luuRbeXx miisElfxX veriixX berriiExx mUchxX! x3x3

My post's darmn boring the pictures of the Labrador Park tday are with Natalieeeeeeee but that's not the point the point is: bye bye.

Dnt want to create a new entry so I shall just type here since all I wanted to say was:

I can't wait for tomorrow.

Gng to HQ with Charlieeeeeee and dng cough cough secret stuff after that. I know it's gng to be fun but shizzzzzzzz I still feel vry bad 'cause Joviiiiiiinananana wanted to go out but I can't make it. :( Plus Alan came back from Aussie! Can't even send him back on Wednesday grrrrrrrr I'm a lousy friend.

Jovina's not replying to my messages! Anyhowwwwwwwwwwwww WE GO OUT ANOTHER DAY YAAA SORRY OKAYXXXXXXXX I STILL LOVE YOU VRY MUCH. :D :D


(@)

I realised,

"From now till then, we're left on our own."

Charlie, I love you so vry much.  (yes I like this emoticon alot too if you have a problem with tiiShhxX you can email me and I'd help you bite your head off so you can't see this)

P.S. Shirleen's Pocket Money Fund-raising programme's still on! Please donate generously.


Thursday, July 03, 2008

i'm a broke em0w0rmxX. :(

I think my family's pathetic (sorry my vocab's also vry, pathetic). Coming home to an empty house and a grumpy mum, with a whole rice cooker of (duh) rice. But it makes sense in a way 'cause my sister's getting married and she alr has a house on her own, plus my mum read her private letter a few days ago so like what the cat she's not gna come home so soon. My brother's constantly 'busy' and the latest trend I've observed so far is that he brings his girlfriend home every Friday to stay ovr till Sunday (to get free food from my mum).

My dad's working OT at office and I dnt even feel a thing. Prolly because he annoys me everytime he's at home with all that whining abt letting him play Spider Solitaire. Then he'd grab all chances to hack into my laptop (he forced me to change the password to his name before the Thailand trip, insisting that he'd have Proper Work to do) and refuse to move till my mum comes and nag his ass off. Since like forever, I stopped greeting him every time he reaches home. Fine, I call him a Spider sometimes 'cause he keeps playing that bleeding game (exclamation mark)

Joycelin's right: It's House, not Home.

Grrrrr should stop talking abt this 'cause tday was a happy day!

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 My Charlie. (yea Charlie's my boyfriend)

Went out with Anise (!! FF/Zaccthinksyou'rehotsiiaaaaxX! I meant, Flabby Fingers instead of Freaking Fat), Joycelin, Feei and Shuwei for dinner at Harbourfront. Was rlly broke so went into Macs, and then we started camwhoring like craaaaaazy.

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Anise, I'm so so SO happy you're back. Tday was great, you're still as blur as ever, stupid scadalous FF! Though I know it's gng to be tough in the beginning, but y'know, Charlie will always be here for you. No matter whether it's shielding you from LLM (I seriously suspect she just menopause-d or sth; MY HAIR WASN'T MESSY AT ALL), or sweating like mad under the hot sun, I'm sure we'd be here

Might consider not calling you FF anymore 'cause Freaking Fat (cough cough) shares the same initials, but then agn, he thinks you're hot! (though he's white and gross and hello-i'm-digusted-talking-abt-him)

Silly girl, have faith in yourself, jiayou and you can do it gogogo. 

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I know, THIS IS SO SPAMMED WITH ANISE'S PHOTOS. (exclamation markxxx)

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Joycey + Feei VS The Two Extra Women in between.

Feei owned 'cause of her murderous dao look.

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Just look at Feei agn. (!!!)

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Copy catxxxxx.

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Anise pushes Joycelin away for the first time, and Joycey gives dao look. Actually, it wasn't rlly intentional.

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Spongebob's eating cherries scattered all ovr my black bag.

obsession

Shuwei took like 1826598325 shots of me on the MRT luh, stalker stalker stalker!

Okay, YOU CAN STOP IT ABT MY FATFACE ALR.

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Feei, y'know what? I think Charlie's the sexxxxxxxxxx, not them.

P.S. I NEED $$$ ANYONE KIND ENOUGH TO DONATE TO SHIRLEEN'S POCKET MONEY FUND PLEASE EMAIL ME. YOUR MONEY WILL GO A GOOD LONG WAY. THXXX.


Once bitten twice shy

I'm trying to understand the article in the Times magazine for the language arts thing (yes I'm dng it 'cause The Other Homework is math and I'm not rlly interested in handing it up on time). I dnt get a single thing except that The Person (Hannah) plays a million sports. The questions they asked in the worksheet are the exact ones that I feel like throwing back at them tgt with a hundred bayonets.  Sorry for the gory-ness let's take a 5 minutes break for you to wash your eyes.

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I cannot stand people with AS personal messages. As in, seriously.

These AS people usually have personal messages that's either spammed with vulgarities like knnccbcbcbcbcbcbcb and f and u and c and k all over, or iishxX suPerxX twiiTxX w0Rxx (my ex-juniors all tYpExX lyyKxx tiiShxX I used to take 1/2 hour to figure out what they mean) Oh, thr's also the ones that have personal messages that will probably interest Nobody. A perfect example will be:

"NATIONAL CAMP 2008// Congrats BBSS (SEA) 7 2sgs 3 3sgs"

Cough cough.

Shan't bother censoring out stuffs but if you have this person on your contact list will you please just uh, syrup (HAHA).

I see another one! It says "Face your past without regrest.. blahblahblah" I guess it's supposed to be inspiring (in a way) but it's sad the regrets is spelled as regrest. Yea sure I'm face my past without regrest 'cause I have a scar. Scars remind us that the past is real w0rxX.

Actually, I dnt have a scar larh.

I dnt know what I'm saying I think I've been rlly bad. Shall try to do a hundred good deeds by tnight to make up for the words that cannot be taken back here.

Bye bye.



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